Sorry but I really just wanted to post this for the sake, it'll be ranty, self indulgent, self pitying and self righteous, but I'm just going to do this, so...
Sorry in advance!
All I wanted to say is I feel sick.
Sick of myself.
I don't know what is wrong with me, on the outside I'm fine but on the inside I'm just so angry.
Im sick of people using me.
I'm sick of boys using me.
I'm sick of people expecting things of me.
I'm sick of not being good enough for anything.
I'm sick of the shitty weather.
I'm sick of lack of sleep.
I'm sick of comfort eating.
I'm sick of feeling different with the people I should feel closest with.
I'm sick of feeling shit.
I'm sick of.... Everything.
There I'm done, that's all I wanted to say, sorry its not funny or any of that shit, the next one I do will be I promise! :)
I just wanted to... II don't know... Get rid of it.
Tragic.
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