Hellllllooooooooooo!
Not really sure how long this post will be today I think I want to splurge.
Basically what I wanted to say is that its been a week and actually I feel really good about myself, school work... Not so much but that's not the important bit is it?
But yes I'm cautiously positive about my life, school is stressful, work is stressful yet I feel fine! WHAT'S GOING ON!? I DON'T WANT TO RIP MY EYEBALLS OUT AND FEED THEM TO MY CAT!
But yeah anyway, I took the next step at the weekend. The inevitable first meet up with your mural friends after breaking up. It was a friends 19th. And it was so much fun. HOWEVER, I hit the place most recently singletons hit when they let the alcoholic fluid touch they're lips. I cried. THAT'S RIGHT PEOPLE I CRIED. And it was horrible and embarrassing and I'm not sure whether I snotted anywhere because I was that drunk, I don't think I did, then again... NO IT'S OKAY.
It was actually really nice, I was allowed to show everyone how crap I was feeling and not bottle it up like I've been doing for weeks, I saw how much they all cared and I could just GET RID OF IT ALL.
This guys mum made me a tea and the birthday boy gave me a jumper and everyone made sure I was okay.
Obviously I don't want to make a thing of this but I just felt so LOVED at that moment in time. Everything isn't shit!
But that's it. NO MORE. I WILL BE A RADIANT GODDESS AND IM MOVING ON WITH MY LIFE. I'm very happy.
I've got lots of things planned, (meaning more blog posts :)) ) focusing on getting into Uni and chilling with my friends.
I've realised I've also realised I've got my humour back! I hadn't realised that my relationship had sucked the fun out of me.
CHAT TO YA LATER GANG.
there's no gang....
Tragic.
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