A Glorious Day. contin.

now at my friend Helli's house, a little tipsy with my friend Casey looking over my shoulder. so where were we in the Luke sitch?
oh yes, rehearsal lol times.
right so nothing really happened until i admitted to a friend (georgia) that i MAY or MAY NOT fancy luke, what i actually met was OMG I FANCY THE PANTS OF THAT BOY
but i didnt say that, (give me a little credit)
Georgia then texted Luke to ask him whether he was into me, and the short answer was yes. happy times :)
this friend (georgia, nammeee change ), whom i love dearly cannot keep her mouth shut and ended up telling Luke everything i said, in short, she fancies you. my reaction to this news: i will have to go move country this is so embarrassing he so doesn't fancy me?! after a few minutes (when i'm more calm) i decide that maybe he just won't say anything and spare my awful life. so in town the next day with my friend Doris i get a text. who is this text from? the one. the only. Luke. fml.
this text says: "ooh georgia told me a little information last night *winky face*" yes i got a winky face, this is serious.
i take the cowards way out and say 'oh really, what do you mean?" even though i know full well what 'information' he got last night.
"apparently you're 'in to me' *winky face*' so i had to tell him, so we had a conversation about maybe going out so see how it went CAN I SAY NOW that i did not mean 'can we be an item' it meant shall we see how this seeing each other thing goes.
he said yes, i was a very happy girly. so i went to sleep happy, did my art exam the next day happy thinking about the date that was at the end of the week. but. no text from Luke all day. small alarm bells but i thought nothing of it.
on facebook luke said 'so where are we?' bigger Alarm Bells.
'because i think we should just be friends' ALARM BELLS.
shit.
at this point i'm not even upset, i annoyed, VERY annoyed. so i start talking to georgia, well i say talking it's more of a rant, 'WTH, WHAT A DICK ETC ETC ETC"
she shouts at him, he shouts at me. i shout at him.
go to sleep feeling rubbish.
END OF LUKE PART ONE. (SPOILER ALERT: Henry comes into Luke's story, it's a very small depressing world)
but Luke is a small part of my life now and i am very happy with what i have.
i'm sitting with great friends drinking eating and having a laugh.
Luke: tragic.
Life at the moment: not so tragic.